why not?

hey!

salam

today is 31st may ady,

today is the registration day at UTP for may intake, 

and i didnt go,

coz i chose uitm not UTP :)

i can still rmmbr the date..... it was 8th march,, (not knowing tht 2 months from tht date,8th may i will receive a call from petronas saying i got the scholarship? nvr expect) i was reading the newspaper ..(baca la sgt) actually i dont really read newspaper but saje hari tu nak baca.. then i found this page.

it was about petronas scholarship, so im like interested in applying it..

later, i surf the web bout the scholarship and found out tht the minimum requirement to apply for the scholarship is 9As ,,, haih, mmg rasa dah xde harapan la

, coz i thought i will get like 6AS or if 7 pon like alot ady la, (bcoz i didnt studyhard.. serious)..but when the result came out, fuh, alhamdulillah, boleh apply..:)

then, in the application form , they asked the result of my final yr exam in form 4.. aduh!

 (4A,2B,3C,1D) ......

blablabla..

on 7th apr, i received a msg saying tht i can check whether i get to go to the educamp or not blablabla.....

sekali tgk dapat! 13th apr, same date with mara interview,

at first i chose mara la of coz, bcause of the course....

but ppl keep saying "go petronas la, blablabla..."

but i really want to go to the EDUCAMP, bcause can make new frens from all over msia (semenannjung je.. sabah n sarawak educamp diorang kt sana) ,,,

 then i wanna visit their uni (mmg serious UTP lawa ohh!)

 and i wanna experience being interview by petronas ...plus the tests!

called the educamp hotline ,and change date to 15th

 blablabla...... after the educamp i know i will not get the scholarship, bcause other ppl are like better and im not interested in engineering..

on 7th may i received a text msg saying  "keputusan educamp blablablabla akan keluar pada 9 may blablabla semak online, blablabla...." ,, pastu rasa mcm dpt je, mmg perasan la kan, tapi sebenarnya rasa kalau x dpt lagi bagus kot sbb cam malas je nk buat THE BIGGEST DECISION IN LIFE! 

8th may......... 10.30 aimi(educamp fren) sms-ed me "aku dpt masok utp"(eh camne dia tau? petronas call dia rupanya)

11.47pm... petronas called me .......dpt scholar... ish, alhamdulilah, serious cam mimpi! xleh caya oh! mula2 mmg terpikir "adakah ini petunjuk dr Allah supaya amik engineering "............. OR , "adakah ini satu DUGAAN" ... rasanya mmg dugaan...

this is really the biggest decision in my life.. so far..

when i asked my frens/relatives/whoever... some said "pegi je la" 

"try la "

" go for petronas"

"keje dgn petronas gaji besar tau"

"senang dpt keje nnt" terjamin la...

"dont just take it because it is petronas"

"jgn pegi sbb scholar, kalau blaja x happy x guna jugak" 

and my decision is..... i chose uitm actuarial sc :),

why not petronas??

because,

if i thought of petronas, i will feel very excited to 'receive the scholarship', 

excited to 'enter the IRC ( the cool library)'

excited to be in UTP 

excited to 'wear a tag which got a petronas logo on it'...kad pelajar..( ada ke?)

excited to 'work in petronas?'

all these has got nothing to do with EnE engrg, 

the IRC

it means, if i go for petronas , im choosing petronas, not engrg, but still, i hv to learn engrg,

i dun want engrg bcoz im not good in physics, i always(most of the time) cant understand physics, i always think my physics teacher is so smart coz i cant understand phy while she can teach phy,

 i can still rmmbr on 31st of july 2008,(masa ni form 5, 3months to spm..) my class 5 gamma went to visit rumah hope, and i was listening to david(clsmate) who was teaching josephine(girl from rumah hope) physics (chap2 form4) ... tht time only i understand about it(one part from chap2 form 4).. dah 31july08, baru nak paham chap2form4!! haihh.... 

and most of the time when i ans phys questionss i will just guess....dun really hv the confidence tht it will be right.. (how can i guess for the rest of my life by taking engrg) , 

so, if i chose petronas , it is like i chose petronas not engrg(eh ayat ni ade dah kat atas)....

but still i hv to study engrg, what if i cant understand what im studying and got low cgpa,,then petronas dun wanna sponsor me anymore or gantung the scholar... or what if i graduated with not really a good results and didnt pass the petronas interview(ni yang untuk kerja kat petronas tuh)... this petronas scholarship is actually 'PINJAMAN BOLEH UBAH' means if u didnt work for petronas u will hv to pay back! (i read this before, it may be not right, dunno la)but if u work for petronas it will become scholarship la..

 and i think if i take petronas it is like 'mata duitan giler'... because i dun like the course(EnE engrg)...

 for me, petronas ni bukannye setakat menyenangkan orang, tapi mengkayakan orang! hee

no need to pay any fees,register bayar 700+ but then they will refund u back or sumthing. 

rm500 per month (pocket money), 

rm800 per yr for books

dpt laptop lagi,

80% probability to work in petronas, yg gaji besar tuh) kaakaka

to those who got the scholar and the course which they are interested in, good la!:)

i heard my fren said , her cousin's fren who got petronas scholar, he got alot of money until dunno wat to do with the money... fuyyo! pegi donate la..

so yeah, i hope i made the right decision, and i believe i made the right decision:):)

im goin uitm diploma in actuarial sc, 

insyaAllah  im planning to take degree in actuarial sc after tht ... or, i can take dgree in maths, or comp sc...tengok laa....  

professional exams? thumbs up!

Alhamdulillah..

type post ni je ade kot 2 jam , lama nya! (lebihh kott)

ok done! 

bila nmpk je lori petronas kat jln raya, mesti teringt kat scholar tu, huhu